Monday, January 31, 2005

Early morning heart attack....

I woke up this morning and my mac mini wouldn't start up. It gave me the finder question mark.

I was really annoyed.

But the really nice person on the applecare line helped me sort things out. I had put in the mac mini hardware test DVD - but it wouldn't boot to it (holding down "C"). Nor would it boot to single user mode (holding down "cmd-S"). Nor would it let me eject the CD after I had gone into open firmware (holding down "cmd-o-f" then "eject cd"). I ended up having to use the mini as a targeted firewire drive and run disk utility from a laptop - which fixed the probem. Oy. I hope it "just works" from this point on. An added bonus though, the guy on the phone line indicated that it would cost around $400 bucks to replace the harddrive on my powerbook - though I can try a stopgap measure of using reformating and re-partitioning the harddrive. This stopgap measure will not account for the fact that the harddrive is deteriorating and bad sectors are proliferating. Ok. Hopefully this will be the last post in a while dealing with my computer problems.

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Mac Mini

My computer died last week. Luckily, I was able to recover most of my data. But, as it turns out, my 12" laptop is having harddisk issues and not fan issues - bad sectors and whatnot. Booting up on a Mac Repair Disk - I am in the process of trying to avoid having to replace my HD and fix it instead with a hardware solution (like drive10). The repair scan is still running, but hopefully, next week, I'll have both a laptop and a desktop.... a desktop?

Being the impatient computer addict that I am, I went and got a mac mini and a cinema display the day my computer broke. Each of the three repair places I called told me that it would take a minimun of 8 business days before they would be able to have my computer fixed. Plus, the computer being a year and a half old, is out of warantee. Why did I not get Apple Care? I had been wanting a desktop computer for a while - and I took the opportunity that the computer crash afforded me. I'm liking the new setup, though at some point, I will have to install airport extreme and more memory. But as a word processing unit that I'll be needing to work on papers for school this semester, the mini is plenty fast and the display is easy on my eyes.

Macworld ran a review comparing the mini to an inexpensive dell computer - it is in three parts (1, 2, 3). They also took a mac mini apart so that you can see the mini's insides.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Who's the Boss?

I used to love this show.

You are Angela Bower, high powered ad exec. You care deeply about your family, maybe more than you think. Although you love your family, you care about your career, too, and nothing stands in your way of success.
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Nihilism has no bottom.

Alas, if only my occasional lapses into non-idomatic use of the English language resulted in the writing style and phrasing of Bruno Latour in this essay draft entitled The Promises of Constructivism:

One can only hope that this ultimate gesture, this ultimate self-destruction of nihilist thought about a nihilistic act of self-destruction, will be the last gasp of critical barbarity. History shows, alas, that nihilism has no bottom.

Latour is responding the claim that Baudrillard made about how the towers, as "icons of a self destroying capitalism' (Mr. Bin Laden dixit), had deconstructed themselves by attracting passing planes to commit suicide."

Friday, January 21, 2005

still in the realm....


No, the earlier post was not a cryptic message about my current state of mind, though it could easily be read that way as well. Rather, it is the evidence that a web browser gobbled up my earlier post when I hit the preview button before publishing the post [note to self, don't try to blog with the Camino browser]. I had typed an entire post about In the Realm of the Unreal a film that I saw last night. It is about Henry Darger, who is considered to be a quintessential American "outsider artist." Upon his death in 1973, his landlords found hundreds of Pepto-Bismol bottles, nearly a thousand balls of string, old newspapers, magazines and comic books, religious iconography, his handwritten diaries, weather journals, and a 15,000 page novel entitled: The Story of the Vivian Girls, in what is Known as the Realms of the Unreal, of the Glandeco-Angelinian War Storm, Caused by the Child Slave Rebellion. What I find fascinating about the folk art and the outsider art that I have seen deals with religion. In Henry Darger's case, his fraught relationship with Catholicism is explored in the film through excerpted readings from his diaries. I think Darger's religiosity poses a callenge to much of the secular reception of Darger's work within art and academic circles. This gallery's curating statement of Darger's work concludes that Darger's: fantasies often hovered on the fringes of sanity,[thus] his art enabled him to transform his obsessions into a luminous production that, in its best moments, transcends the pain and circumstances of its making. This transcendence I would imagine is not a transcendence of experience into Art, but much more ambiously so and certainly inflected with religious overtones that the gallery summery completely excises. One interesting fact that I learned about why exactly he kept a handwritten hourly weather log for ten plus years - it was to prove the hubris of the weathermen, as response to those who would claim to have knowledge of the future. That being said, I was concerned with the fact that the rights to Darger's work is held by his former landlords, whose foundation also funded the making of this work. It reminds me of the situations where art owners want their works to be exibited and written about in catalogs so that the work's exchange value would increase...

In the Realms of the Unreal

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Highlights from the trip

An amazing time with my travel partner.
Beautiful weather, long walks.
Asking for the unemployment, chomage, dessert instead of the cheese, fromage, dessert.
Le Musée national des Arts asiatiques, or the Guimet
Getting hit on by a cute parisian docent at the Centre Pompidou.
Adopting a cafe where the staff only spoke french.
Maoz Falafel's
Realizing how huge my apartment is upon my return to New York.

Photos to follow after surviving jet lag and the first week of school.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

What I hope not to be this semester....

Tales of Mere Existence - Procrastination

Saturday, January 15, 2005

À Paris...

I love the city. Will write more when I get back to the States. But I felt that I needed to register the coolness of the mini mac and the ipod shuffle.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

It's 2005

I fell sick as soon as I finished all of my work. My body realized it had a window of opportunity to be sick and actually be pampered, as opposed to being ignored, and it took it. I ended up with the fever that kept on breaking...

I didn't ring in the new year with any resolutions. In fact, I haven't been to the gym for nearily a month now. I'm feeling like this weekend might be a good weekend to go.... the weekend before my trip to Paris. I'm staying at a cute little hotel on the Left Bank that comes highly recommended by friends. We'll see how things go. Hopefully there'll be photos from my trip when I get back.

I'm hoping to be a bit more consistent with this blog. That being said, I just typed up all the deadlines that I am suppose to meet for next semester and realized that I will have close to no time for anything non-school related.